Well, wow, it's been forever since I have been on here. Mainly because I have myspace now and I am on there most of the time. Well I read my old blogs that I have on here and damn I forgot all about that stuff. I don't know, I have learned alot about everything since then. I now have a boyfriend, that I love very much, his name is Joshua James Glaspie. Right now I miss him so much though since i have been grounded for two weeks this Sunday and mom wouldnt let him come over or anything, so yeah I really miss him right now. We have been going out since April 4, 2007 and he asked me out when I was at the movies with my mom, little sister, and a couple of friends arounnd like 4:30 and I said yes and we have went out every since. There are people that keep trying to break us up and it made me mad at first but now I am like whatever you dumb bitch's I can't help he wants me and not you. Then there are some of my friends and family that are like you could do much better than him why dont you dumb him cause you are really pretty and have lost a lot of weight and blah, blah, blah. But here's the thing I really dont give a fuck I love my Josh and I am not going to break up with him I have no reason to. Oh by the way everyone always asks me where he is from and how old he is so, he is from Kirksville and he is 18 years-old...lol So you can pretty much say that I have changed since then. I have done some of the most stupid things you could do too and I shouldn't I have my life to live for I don't need all the other shit to make me go retarded do things I shouldn't or if anything else I could die from all the bullshit. So I have decided that I am done with that shit for a while not saying forever just saying for a while, and my boyfriend agree's...lol But well I am going to go I will talk to you all later and we will catch up more then...lol and I love you much's Josh and now I am out!!!!